hope everything will be fine :') |
Friday, December 30, 2011
人生就是那么多未知数。
嗨,部落格,我回来了。这半年多里有太多的事发生了,也发生的太突然,有些事是好的,有些是不好的。该从哪里说起?我也不记得了。但是这阵子突然觉得我的生活很灰,是因为自己的情绪?还是自己已经开始变了?我统统都不晓得。因为我有着的伤心,烦恼的结都没有办法打开。不是我不愿意,而是问题的存在是因为两个人或者以上才导致的,因为一个人根本无法制造问题。 我知道现在唯一一个能让自己开心点的办法是:等时机吧!它到了的话,问题就自然而然会解决。所以,跟眼泪说拜拜,虽然哭了会舒服点,但是不管流多少的泪,只会让自己更伤心,所以哭了过后就要笑回起来;微笑会带来好运,因为我知道我还有你们。谢谢你们。
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
FML ! :)
Everything just come to the end now. I will live my life. Same goes to you. Don't interfere each other life anymore. I try so hard to forget every stuff that happened between us, i do hope is worth. I had quite EMO in a long period, and make my friends that around me worry, and parents too, promise, won't have such things happened again. I will be back that MunYee who laughs for no reason. But what i need now is time and encourage, as well as my brother's and sister's love, and my friends too. So yea, stay tuned, you will gotta see a tough girl reborn again! Thanks for the everything you did. I will be cheer . FML !
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
......
hmm,at last we officially break.i know i gotta be strong, because i knew you don't hope me to be down, i knew you got your OWN REASONS to have such decisions, but i really cannot accept, and it makes me become more tough when decide to forget every single thingy that happened between us. sigh.
at first, i thought i will very hate you, but ends up actually i ain't hate you at all, i know the reasons why will like that. But we knew is time let our hands off .i appreciate this 3 years time, wish u live happily as well.
NO MORE TEARS, BUT MEMORIES, PERHAPS ! imy p/s : we'll find a better one in future.
at first, i thought i will very hate you, but ends up actually i ain't hate you at all, i know the reasons why will like that. But we knew is time let our hands off .i appreciate this 3 years time, wish u live happily as well.
爱。。没有对与错,记得,我们爱得没有错,只是美丽的独守 太折磨。再见了
Sunday, June 12, 2011
so called L-O-V-E
♥能让你感到甜蜜;
♥能让你忘掉自我;
♥能让你勇敢起来;
♥能带给你很多你预想不到的好事;
但是有多少人能把真爱无私的付出给自己爱的人?不会让他/她受伤。让她觉得你在他的心中原来那么重要,你知道是多么幸福的事吗?
在我身边,有很多朋友都很幸福,但是不是我。
谢谢让我学会了坚强。但是我的真♥有几时才会来?
我知道要把我的♥暂时收起来,因为他和我说它很累了,它的主人也是。愿我身边的情侣们能长相厮守。
♥能让你忘掉自我;
♥能让你勇敢起来;
♥能带给你很多你预想不到的好事;
但是有多少人能把真爱无私的付出给自己爱的人?不会让他/她受伤。让她觉得你在他的心中原来那么重要,你知道是多么幸福的事吗?
在我身边,有很多朋友都很幸福,但是不是我。
谢谢让我学会了坚强。但是我的真♥有几时才会来?
我知道要把我的♥暂时收起来,因为他和我说它很累了,它的主人也是。愿我身边的情侣们能长相厮守。
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Saturday, June 4, 2011
Top_10_most_unacceptable_TATTOO
Why would they have such courage to tattoo till the level that we might not accept? LOL ;) but for me, i feel quite creepy, because wondering whether they feel pain not =(
Elaine Davidson is the "Most Pierced Woman" according to the Guinness World Records.Davidson had 462 piercing with 192 in her face alone; by August 2001 when she was re-examined she was found to have 720 piercing. Performing at the Edinburgh Festival in 2005, the Guardian reported that she now had 3,920 body piercing. The total weight of her piercing is estimated to be about 3 kilograms.
Etienne Dumont - covered head to toe in tattoos, silicon implants under the skin, 2.7 inch rings in each earlobe and Plexiglas piercing through the nose and under his bottom lip
Kala Kaiwi - 67 piercing and 75 % of his body is tattooed, stretched the holes in his earlobes to 4 inches, inserted various silicon implants on his head, can screw metal spikes into the top of his skull, and has a split tongue.
Lucky Diamond Rich - officially the most tattooed person in the world.
Pauly Unstoppable - the largest nostrils in the western world, scars cut into his cheeks and forehead, a split tongue, domes implanted under the skin of his forehead.
Rick Genest - the scariest human head.
Stalking Cat - tattoos, silicon implants on his face, pointed teeth, surgically pointed ears, piercing, attachable whiskers, claws, a bifurcated top lip and even an animatronics tiger’s tail.
Julia Gnuse was born with a condition called porphyries which causes her skin to blister regularly and ultimately scar. in order to cover this up she started getting tattoos applied over the affected areas - after 10 years she was covered in the bastards and is now the most tattooed woman in the world.
The Lizardman makes his living as a freak, performing before audiences all over the world. He also makes numerous paid television and public appearances. He has mastered and regularly performs many classic sideshow acts such as the human blockhead, fire eating and breathing, gavage, sword swallowing, the bed of nails, the Human Dartboard and the insectivore. He also participates in many public and private flesh hook suspension groups and events, and is highly involved in the body modification community.
Leopard Man - 99% of his body tattooed with leopard print.
I just randomly found it in the website. LOL. 这个世界真的无奇不有 . =)
Elaine Davidson is the "Most Pierced Woman" according to the Guinness World Records.Davidson had 462 piercing with 192 in her face alone; by August 2001 when she was re-examined she was found to have 720 piercing. Performing at the Edinburgh Festival in 2005, the Guardian reported that she now had 3,920 body piercing. The total weight of her piercing is estimated to be about 3 kilograms.
Etienne Dumont - covered head to toe in tattoos, silicon implants under the skin, 2.7 inch rings in each earlobe and Plexiglas piercing through the nose and under his bottom lip
Kala Kaiwi - 67 piercing and 75 % of his body is tattooed, stretched the holes in his earlobes to 4 inches, inserted various silicon implants on his head, can screw metal spikes into the top of his skull, and has a split tongue.
Lucky Diamond Rich - officially the most tattooed person in the world.
Pauly Unstoppable - the largest nostrils in the western world, scars cut into his cheeks and forehead, a split tongue, domes implanted under the skin of his forehead.
Rick Genest - the scariest human head.
Stalking Cat - tattoos, silicon implants on his face, pointed teeth, surgically pointed ears, piercing, attachable whiskers, claws, a bifurcated top lip and even an animatronics tiger’s tail.
Julia Gnuse was born with a condition called porphyries which causes her skin to blister regularly and ultimately scar. in order to cover this up she started getting tattoos applied over the affected areas - after 10 years she was covered in the bastards and is now the most tattooed woman in the world.
The Lizardman makes his living as a freak, performing before audiences all over the world. He also makes numerous paid television and public appearances. He has mastered and regularly performs many classic sideshow acts such as the human blockhead, fire eating and breathing, gavage, sword swallowing, the bed of nails, the Human Dartboard and the insectivore. He also participates in many public and private flesh hook suspension groups and events, and is highly involved in the body modification community.
Leopard Man - 99% of his body tattooed with leopard print.
I just randomly found it in the website. LOL. 这个世界真的无奇不有 . =)
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
moody
很久眼泪没有像今天那样流过了,我这个学期很有压力,身边也发生了很多事情,我很努力去做好,可是结果全都不好。同样的,一次次被伤害,在哪过程中,知道自己也学会长大可是都办不到,突然间很想念爸爸妈咪,很想变回去小时候,我的不开心烦恼,有他们在,那边陪我,爸爸妈咪,你知道其实我很无奈不开心吗,为了不要你们烦我的东西,在你们面前,要伪装自己很开心,真的辛苦,可是不管怎样,只要你们开心,我怎样也没有关系。
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sometimes ignorance might be the best way of away from annoying stuff
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Rick Genest a.k.a. Zombie Boy
His remarkable courage for doing the whole skeleton tattoo throughout his body let me felt he is damn awesome, although mostly of us cannot accept this stylish life!
Before he tattooed
After he tattoo (looked quite creepy :( )
*for him, he feels very satisfied for the overall tattooed, and like em' much*
Btw, i found the interview sessions of him, guess wthat? to complete the HIS ART towards tattoo, he willing to remove some parts of his body, ewwwww, totally insane :(
Let's have a loon on the conversation :
*get from wowzamagazine.com*
*i have highlighted the conversations that he mentioned he wanted to modify his body parts, it's so eerie, i hope he can think twice before take act on it , it will totally ruin his life*
STAY TUNED - next post will be the
Before he tattooed
After he tattoo (looked quite creepy :( )
*for him, he feels very satisfied for the overall tattooed, and like em' much*
Btw, i found the interview sessions of him, guess wthat? to complete the HIS ART towards tattoo, he willing to remove some parts of his body, ewwwww, totally insane :(
Let's have a loon on the conversation :
*get from wowzamagazine.com*
What look are you trying to achieve with your tattoos?
They’re about the human body as a decomposing corpse – the art of a rotting cadaver. It’s also a tribute to horror movies, which I love.
They’re about the human body as a decomposing corpse – the art of a rotting cadaver. It’s also a tribute to horror movies, which I love.
What influenced your tattoos?
When I was a kid I was a big fan of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and I wanted to be a ninja turtle and live in the sewers. But as I got older I fell in love with zombies and wanted to become one. Oh, and I love George A Romero’s Living Dead movies. Anyway, the closest thing I could get to becoming a zombie was to get tattooed like one. I see my tattoos as celebrating the art of obscenity and the macabre.
When I was a kid I was a big fan of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and I wanted to be a ninja turtle and live in the sewers. But as I got older I fell in love with zombies and wanted to become one. Oh, and I love George A Romero’s Living Dead movies. Anyway, the closest thing I could get to becoming a zombie was to get tattooed like one. I see my tattoos as celebrating the art of obscenity and the macabre.
When did you decide you wanted to get your face and body tattooed?
I thought long and hard about what I really wanted, what my passion was. And I decided I wanted to be a fucking zombie. My first big move was getting my hands outlined as skeleton print. They say that once you get your hands tattooed it’s harder to find a job.
I thought long and hard about what I really wanted, what my passion was. And I decided I wanted to be a fucking zombie. My first big move was getting my hands outlined as skeleton print. They say that once you get your hands tattooed it’s harder to find a job.
How do you feel about your tattoos now?
They’ve been a part of me forever – before I even got them done. They reveal how I feel on the inside. I’m so used to how I look now that I don’t see them anymore. It’s like if you met someone with purple hair – after ten minutes you’d think, “Oh yeah, they have purple hair. So what?” But it does look a little different to how I’d imagined. I expected some portions of my tattoos to look more bloody and gory. Probably because I’ve got an overactive imagination and I’d never be satisfied with the results.
They’ve been a part of me forever – before I even got them done. They reveal how I feel on the inside. I’m so used to how I look now that I don’t see them anymore. It’s like if you met someone with purple hair – after ten minutes you’d think, “Oh yeah, they have purple hair. So what?” But it does look a little different to how I’d imagined. I expected some portions of my tattoos to look more bloody and gory. Probably because I’ve got an overactive imagination and I’d never be satisfied with the results.
What would you have changed?
I’d have a lot more blood in general, dripping and oozing everywhere. I’d have loved to have blood pouring out of my eyes and a few more bugs here and there. But it just didn’t happen like that.
I’d have a lot more blood in general, dripping and oozing everywhere. I’d have loved to have blood pouring out of my eyes and a few more bugs here and there. But it just didn’t happen like that.
What do your friends think?
My friends think it’s cool. It’s punk rock, you know?
My friends think it’s cool. It’s punk rock, you know?
How about your mum?
Well, I don’t think this is what my mother had in mind for me. When I got my hands done it broke her heart. She said, “You’ve got your hands tattooed like a skeleton! You’re never going to get a decent job!” But once she saw I was determined about it she was like, “If that’s what you want to do, make sure you go all the way. Don’t just start it and then change your mind. If you’re going to be sure enough to tattoo your fucking face like that, then you’ve got to be sure enough to do the whole fucking thing.”
Well, I don’t think this is what my mother had in mind for me. When I got my hands done it broke her heart. She said, “You’ve got your hands tattooed like a skeleton! You’re never going to get a decent job!” But once she saw I was determined about it she was like, “If that’s what you want to do, make sure you go all the way. Don’t just start it and then change your mind. If you’re going to be sure enough to tattoo your fucking face like that, then you’ve got to be sure enough to do the whole fucking thing.”
So she’s behind you now?
Yeah. At first, when it didn’t have the shading or anything, she was like, “You look like crap. You’re going to be a punk your whole life.” But now it’s starting to take shape and become more like an art piece, she gets it.
Yeah. At first, when it didn’t have the shading or anything, she was like, “You look like crap. You’re going to be a punk your whole life.” But now it’s starting to take shape and become more like an art piece, she gets it.
How do people react to your tattoos?
There’s all sorts of weird shit here in Montreal, so I kind of blend in with the culture. Some people come up to me and say, “Wow, nice tattoos.” Sometimes you get a smart-ass kid who yells “Hey, it’s Halloween!” Just about every day I get some kind of skeleton joke. The classic is “Why didn’t the skeleton cross the road? Because he didn’t have the guts.”
There’s all sorts of weird shit here in Montreal, so I kind of blend in with the culture. Some people come up to me and say, “Wow, nice tattoos.” Sometimes you get a smart-ass kid who yells “Hey, it’s Halloween!” Just about every day I get some kind of skeleton joke. The classic is “Why didn’t the skeleton cross the road? Because he didn’t have the guts.”
Do you worry about how you’re going to look when you’re older?
No, fuck it. Everybody ages – me too. Are you worried about what you’re going to look like when you’re 60? It’s just life – tattoos turn green. I joke that once the body suit’s done they’ll be so faded I’ll have to start again at the beginning.
No, fuck it. Everybody ages – me too. Are you worried about what you’re going to look like when you’re 60? It’s just life – tattoos turn green. I joke that once the body suit’s done they’ll be so faded I’ll have to start again at the beginning.
So what other body modifications are you planning?
I still want to get my brain shaded in. I want to get it all nice and grey like hamburger meat. And then I want to get Frankenstein bolts sticking out of my head around the rim of where my scalp’s ‘cut off’. And I’ve thought about getting my eyes blacked in. I’m thinking that in five years from now, if no one’s gone blind from it by then I’ll go and get my eyes tattooed black, so there’d just be big holes in my face. As for tattoos, I’ve still got to get under my arms done, then I’ve got to finish the intestines and get a contour added to the demon on my chest. I’m going to get bones sticking out of my knees, my toes done in skeleton print, and have patches of muscle scattered around – with worms coming out of the wounds.
I still want to get my brain shaded in. I want to get it all nice and grey like hamburger meat. And then I want to get Frankenstein bolts sticking out of my head around the rim of where my scalp’s ‘cut off’. And I’ve thought about getting my eyes blacked in. I’m thinking that in five years from now, if no one’s gone blind from it by then I’ll go and get my eyes tattooed black, so there’d just be big holes in my face. As for tattoos, I’ve still got to get under my arms done, then I’ve got to finish the intestines and get a contour added to the demon on my chest. I’m going to get bones sticking out of my knees, my toes done in skeleton print, and have patches of muscle scattered around – with worms coming out of the wounds.
Have you ever thought about having the tip of your nose removed?
Yes, and I’ve seen it before on TV. This guy had a flesh-eating disease and he was able to get his nose cut off because they gave him a prosthetic replacement. I was so jealous. I wanted it so bad. If I get my eyes blacked in I’ll get my nose removed.
Yes, and I’ve seen it before on TV. This guy had a flesh-eating disease and he was able to get his nose cut off because they gave him a prosthetic replacement. I was so jealous. I wanted it so bad. If I get my eyes blacked in I’ll get my nose removed.
Would you have your ears removed?
Maybe just the one. I was thinking of having worms coming out of one ear and a spider’s web in the other. But I’m an extremist, so if I met someone who could remove my ear and get the right result, then that’d be cool as hell. If I saw someone walking around like that I’d shit myself.
Maybe just the one. I was thinking of having worms coming out of one ear and a spider’s web in the other. But I’m an extremist, so if I met someone who could remove my ear and get the right result, then that’d be cool as hell. If I saw someone walking around like that I’d shit myself.
Would you burn yourself with acid to get texture on your skin?
I don’t know. I’m not a pro. But it has nothing to do with pain. I like pushing the limits to see how much I can take. I’d get my tongue split, I’d get my teeth sharpened. I wouldn’t cut off one of my fingers, because I want to play guitar. I’m not going to cut off my arms and legs to look cool. But there are no rules about how zombies look. My buddy has a tattoo where his throat’s slit and bugs are coming out with worms up the side. It looks fucking awesome.
I don’t know. I’m not a pro. But it has nothing to do with pain. I like pushing the limits to see how much I can take. I’d get my tongue split, I’d get my teeth sharpened. I wouldn’t cut off one of my fingers, because I want to play guitar. I’m not going to cut off my arms and legs to look cool. But there are no rules about how zombies look. My buddy has a tattoo where his throat’s slit and bugs are coming out with worms up the side. It looks fucking awesome.
What advice do you have for people who want the same kind of tattoos?
They’re fucking stupid and should get their own idea. You’ve got to be original. I hate copycats and idiots. But I’m up for the idea of more living deads. I think a whole crew of people who had their face tattooed as a skull would be awesome. But you can’t rip off someone else’s personality. And I don’t want kids to go out there and ruin their lives because they think it’s cool – it’s got to be in you. You’ve got to know what you want. I sacrificed my whole future for this.
They’re fucking stupid and should get their own idea. You’ve got to be original. I hate copycats and idiots. But I’m up for the idea of more living deads. I think a whole crew of people who had their face tattooed as a skull would be awesome. But you can’t rip off someone else’s personality. And I don’t want kids to go out there and ruin their lives because they think it’s cool – it’s got to be in you. You’ve got to know what you want. I sacrificed my whole future for this.
What effect has it had on your love life?
There are girls who dig it, but the kind of girls who dig it are usually trouble. Some people might look at you and think you’re mentally ill. They might do, but I’m not. I think I’m very on the ball. There are a lot of people I meet who just don’t understand, but there really is nothing to understand. I’m realistic, sane and intelligent.
There are girls who dig it, but the kind of girls who dig it are usually trouble. Some people might look at you and think you’re mentally ill. They might do, but I’m not. I think I’m very on the ball. There are a lot of people I meet who just don’t understand, but there really is nothing to understand. I’m realistic, sane and intelligent.
Is there any kind of body modification you wouldn’t have?
Cock-splitting. I’ve seen pictures of that and it’s not for me. But I’d tattoo my cock. I’m thinking of having reptile scales and cockroaches. I’ve had different ideas that aren’t relevant to my body suit. One was quite sacrilegious. I thought about having my cock tattooed like a Cyclops Jesus ding-dong. There would be a crown of thorns around it, an eyeball and some scales. And there’d be a crucifix in the background, so my cock would be like Jesus on the cross. But in the end it just sounded completely wrong.
Cock-splitting. I’ve seen pictures of that and it’s not for me. But I’d tattoo my cock. I’m thinking of having reptile scales and cockroaches. I’ve had different ideas that aren’t relevant to my body suit. One was quite sacrilegious. I thought about having my cock tattooed like a Cyclops Jesus ding-dong. There would be a crown of thorns around it, an eyeball and some scales. And there’d be a crucifix in the background, so my cock would be like Jesus on the cross. But in the end it just sounded completely wrong.
Do you think your life would be better or worse if you hadn’t had your tattoos done?
Actually, since having them done I’ve become a much happier and nicer person. Before, I hated pretty much everything and everybody. I just wanted to pass out in the gutter and swear at cars as they went by, shit like that. I wasn’t a happy person at all. That’s why I got the skull tattooed on my face in the first place, I suppose – I wanted to fucking kill everybody. But then, as time went on, I started getting all this positive feedback – people would come up to me and say how cool they thought it looked. I started getting invited to parties and bars all the time. Strangers ask to have pictures taken with me. I’ve been having so much fun with it that life has definitely changed for the better. I honestly wouldn’t change a thing... not that I have much choice in the matter.
Actually, since having them done I’ve become a much happier and nicer person. Before, I hated pretty much everything and everybody. I just wanted to pass out in the gutter and swear at cars as they went by, shit like that. I wasn’t a happy person at all. That’s why I got the skull tattooed on my face in the first place, I suppose – I wanted to fucking kill everybody. But then, as time went on, I started getting all this positive feedback – people would come up to me and say how cool they thought it looked. I started getting invited to parties and bars all the time. Strangers ask to have pictures taken with me. I’ve been having so much fun with it that life has definitely changed for the better. I honestly wouldn’t change a thing... not that I have much choice in the matter.
How do you sum up your philosophy of life?
You’ve got to respect that everyone’s different and has to do what they’ve got to do. I can’t tell you what to do, you can’t tell me what to do – but we can still get along just great.
You’ve got to respect that everyone’s different and has to do what they’ve got to do. I can’t tell you what to do, you can’t tell me what to do – but we can still get along just great.
*i have highlighted the conversations that he mentioned he wanted to modify his body parts, it's so eerie, i hope he can think twice before take act on it , it will totally ruin his life*
STAY TUNED - next post will be the
Top 10 most crazy people on how they changed and tattooed their bodies
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
6 characters, 1 meaning =S T R E S S=
FML !! i had lots revision need to be done, yet everything still pending.
Why? Why will like that !? Imma effing tired and stress up !
Feeling bored towards the same things again!
Less than 1 month finals will be coming soon, i knew i need to work harder than others due to some circumstances, but i just stop and stare there.
Those FXXX-ing thoughts annoying me 99 ! *screwed me up!*
Seriously hope someone can help me carry those rubbish minds away, i'll thanks you much!
Is time to put aside what i shouldn't bother or give a goddamn cares now, because finals is important than every single thingy!
*wish me all the best here :| *
Why? Why will like that !? Imma effing tired and stress up !
Feeling bored towards the same things again!
Less than 1 month finals will be coming soon, i knew i need to work harder than others due to some circumstances, but i just stop and stare there.
Those FXXX-ing thoughts annoying me 99 ! *screwed me up!*
Seriously hope someone can help me carry those rubbish minds away, i'll thanks you much!
Is time to put aside what i shouldn't bother or give a goddamn cares now, because finals is important than every single thingy!
*wish me all the best here :| *
Monday, March 28, 2011
=/ tIred
awww. i am f***-ing stress up la :|
this week need pass up 4 reports, wed got 1 individual presentations (need prepare slide and handouts), fri got group presentations ( the model stil in processing, will upload the picass once finished , somoemore with hardcopy).
Hell !! already 12plus midnight, i still not yet finished my second report.
My look very "chan" now, *sighhh
MOTIVATION needed :'(
end with this "chan" picss - #ignored it if it irritates your sight#
this week need pass up 4 reports, wed got 1 individual presentations (need prepare slide and handouts), fri got group presentations ( the model stil in processing, will upload the picass once finished , somoemore with hardcopy).
Hell !! already 12plus midnight, i still not yet finished my second report.
My look very "chan" now, *sighhh
MOTIVATION needed :'(
end with this "chan" picss - #ignored it if it irritates your sight#
i hope to have Java Chips @ STARBUCKS now
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Saturday, March 26, 2011
me me me !
recently, imma on the track of emo-ing. seriously, i miss my SMILE with laughs that i usually acted like nobody business. sigh, i gotta fuck up with every single stuff i met with. i guess nobody will more unlucky or in another words "hak zai" than me. relationship, friendship and study totally ruined my life gao gao ! i didn't experienced such hell & severe situation before. but ends up who gotta lend me shoulders and ear.
1st : relationship - still the same, he will never know what imma trying to express, when quarrel , he just will say ok my bad, just find others that are better than me, PLEASE! this is not a way of confronting. do you know i got lotsa things wanna share with you but you just dump me aside straight from you shoulder. you will ever know how hurt is that, </3 . now everyday after you busy with your things you just easily get tired, alright, i und, but at least tell me how're you? everything's fine? bla bla bla or even thingy things, i will willing listen, i bet. i just want us to get closer but not far apart, i hate of that feelings. hey baby, i don't know how long we can last for? but every single moment with you i treasured much, do u still remember this almost 3 years how much stuff we went through, all of that were harsh but we overcome, yet whu you just like your so called sudden changes in attitude spolit everything. I DON'T WANT this things happened on us, you know i still waiting you to change? i am afraid of those silly thought that came across my mind, i will worry you flirt with others, i know you can find a girl that prettier and wiser than me much, but i can bet you can't find somemone that like me heart you that much. YauWahLun, i hope that naive's Yau will come back to me, i am waiting <3
2nd : friendship - in my BM course, i can say i am quite okay with every mates , but those who close with me got few friends, my lovely gf-hsueh ying , a newbbie close friend - jacqueline, sure include agnes and shu ling. these peepos delighted my day seriously. But unfortunately, there was some coincidence happened on us. sigh. and the most hurtful stuff that i met recently was got a backstabber that i didn't ever thought him/her is such a fella. him/her just try create quite amount of fake news to destroy me and my bestie's relationship. what's the point you wanna get from us? totally disappointed, mainly my mates knew what happened and thanks them for believing me, just a piece of advice for the backstabber : i don't know why you so hate me since i do not have any argument with you before? why don't you just sit down and have a minute of silence to think is it correct for what you did to me, even said my bestie scare of me, said i am very stick to her, yet i confronted her, she said she never said the things, as she really treat me as her best friend, i can sense it, and my best friend's mate chat with me in chat-box, she told the same things, she told me my bestie not kinda girl, haiz. Can you just stop the rumors and be back yourself, i just want us to have a memorable degree life, i swear what i said is from the bottom form my heart. i just wanna tell you i will be honest to my friend, what i had done wrong i will admit, hmm, and just don't dig peepo's sad stuff out and go and told everyone about the past, because already said was past tense, in that should have many unwanted sadness, so do respect, i will still treat you as friend .
alrite , skip the "sad part", i will like to said about my bestie :) they are very mean to me :)
Hsueh ying : i get to close with her when i proceed to degree, she is my truly supporter, no matter what i happened, just a text / a call she will just quickly response to me, i feel so blissful and grateful thanks baby, i knew recently we unhappy due to some reasons, but after settle, i felt i more und you and our friendship more stronger than last time, ying, thanks for be my bestie, i don't care how many years in future, you must treat me as your girlfriend and your bestie as well, i love u more than anythgs i can said :) sorry if sometimes i "gik" you, but this is our sentiment , i know you do care me lots btw. muaxxxxx, and we got faith because we are JULY borne babies :)
Jacqueline : you're a cute girl for me. what you told me that day i seriously feel touch, i didn't thought you will treat me so good after some incident ( you know i know la) hehe, shhhhhh..you do concern me as what hsueh ying did, i know you hate those fakers who treat friend so untrue, same goes to me, but don't worry imma not, i think you knew since you told me you feel warm after my text ( that day when i saw you emo in practical class). Haha, after the vacation, we got to know each other more deeply, we went supper dinner together, so enjoyable to me, and yea, of course when i find you and share with you my things, you'll try your best help me settle, thanks baby :) i really appreciate, i already treat you as my best friends too, do you? hehe, love ya
agnes and shu ling : hi pretties, i feel glad that i knew you all, othough seriously i not so close with you all before that. but i also feel happy when i told you all about my relationship's stuff, you all did comfort me, you guys make me speechless cause i din tot you all will do so.for agnes, i wanna apologize cause previous i having some misunderstood with you, i hope everything is fine now, i not mean to lose a friend, and serious i swear on my words i didn't told that you very bad to friends, just maybe got miss communications. hope you und yea. for s.ling, ling ling, i know you aint petty girl , maybe that time when i confront with you about your stuff, i miss communicate with you, so lead out your misunderstand, i really wish everything is back to normal, you guys must remember, a precious friendship is come from a true heart and trustworthy , so friendship's forever. love you guys.
3rd : study - lots things to catch up, i did all my test very badly, sighh, i hope someone can help me and from now i need to work hard, if not, ..... aikz, i donoi i will ends up with what =/
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hope things go smoothly, i need luck and encouragement !!! =(
1st : relationship - still the same, he will never know what imma trying to express, when quarrel , he just will say ok my bad, just find others that are better than me, PLEASE! this is not a way of confronting. do you know i got lotsa things wanna share with you but you just dump me aside straight from you shoulder. you will ever know how hurt is that, </3 . now everyday after you busy with your things you just easily get tired, alright, i und, but at least tell me how're you? everything's fine? bla bla bla or even thingy things, i will willing listen, i bet. i just want us to get closer but not far apart, i hate of that feelings. hey baby, i don't know how long we can last for? but every single moment with you i treasured much, do u still remember this almost 3 years how much stuff we went through, all of that were harsh but we overcome, yet whu you just like your so called sudden changes in attitude spolit everything. I DON'T WANT this things happened on us, you know i still waiting you to change? i am afraid of those silly thought that came across my mind, i will worry you flirt with others, i know you can find a girl that prettier and wiser than me much, but i can bet you can't find somemone that like me heart you that much. YauWahLun, i hope that naive's Yau will come back to me, i am waiting <3
2010 May 04 @ your birthday
2010 July 29 @my birthday, you purposely came back from s'pore celebrate with me
2009 1st year you went s'pore
*there are lots of our silly and memorable pics that i kept in my laptop2nd : friendship - in my BM course, i can say i am quite okay with every mates , but those who close with me got few friends, my lovely gf-hsueh ying , a newbbie close friend - jacqueline, sure include agnes and shu ling. these peepos delighted my day seriously. But unfortunately, there was some coincidence happened on us. sigh. and the most hurtful stuff that i met recently was got a backstabber that i didn't ever thought him/her is such a fella. him/her just try create quite amount of fake news to destroy me and my bestie's relationship. what's the point you wanna get from us? totally disappointed, mainly my mates knew what happened and thanks them for believing me, just a piece of advice for the backstabber : i don't know why you so hate me since i do not have any argument with you before? why don't you just sit down and have a minute of silence to think is it correct for what you did to me, even said my bestie scare of me, said i am very stick to her, yet i confronted her, she said she never said the things, as she really treat me as her best friend, i can sense it, and my best friend's mate chat with me in chat-box, she told the same things, she told me my bestie not kinda girl, haiz. Can you just stop the rumors and be back yourself, i just want us to have a memorable degree life, i swear what i said is from the bottom form my heart. i just wanna tell you i will be honest to my friend, what i had done wrong i will admit, hmm, and just don't dig peepo's sad stuff out and go and told everyone about the past, because already said was past tense, in that should have many unwanted sadness, so do respect, i will still treat you as friend .
alrite , skip the "sad part", i will like to said about my bestie :) they are very mean to me :)
Hsueh ying : i get to close with her when i proceed to degree, she is my truly supporter, no matter what i happened, just a text / a call she will just quickly response to me, i feel so blissful and grateful thanks baby, i knew recently we unhappy due to some reasons, but after settle, i felt i more und you and our friendship more stronger than last time, ying, thanks for be my bestie, i don't care how many years in future, you must treat me as your girlfriend and your bestie as well, i love u more than anythgs i can said :) sorry if sometimes i "gik" you, but this is our sentiment , i know you do care me lots btw. muaxxxxx, and we got faith because we are JULY borne babies :)
Jacqueline : you're a cute girl for me. what you told me that day i seriously feel touch, i didn't thought you will treat me so good after some incident ( you know i know la) hehe, shhhhhh..you do concern me as what hsueh ying did, i know you hate those fakers who treat friend so untrue, same goes to me, but don't worry imma not, i think you knew since you told me you feel warm after my text ( that day when i saw you emo in practical class). Haha, after the vacation, we got to know each other more deeply, we went supper dinner together, so enjoyable to me, and yea, of course when i find you and share with you my things, you'll try your best help me settle, thanks baby :) i really appreciate, i already treat you as my best friends too, do you? hehe, love ya
agnes and shu ling : hi pretties, i feel glad that i knew you all, othough seriously i not so close with you all before that. but i also feel happy when i told you all about my relationship's stuff, you all did comfort me, you guys make me speechless cause i din tot you all will do so.for agnes, i wanna apologize cause previous i having some misunderstood with you, i hope everything is fine now, i not mean to lose a friend, and serious i swear on my words i didn't told that you very bad to friends, just maybe got miss communications. hope you und yea. for s.ling, ling ling, i know you aint petty girl , maybe that time when i confront with you about your stuff, i miss communicate with you, so lead out your misunderstand, i really wish everything is back to normal, you guys must remember, a precious friendship is come from a true heart and trustworthy , so friendship's forever. love you guys.
3rd : study - lots things to catch up, i did all my test very badly, sighh, i hope someone can help me and from now i need to work hard, if not, ..... aikz, i donoi i will ends up with what =/
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hope things go smoothly, i need luck and encouragement !!! =(
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Porsche Cayenne S - Dad's New Car
This is my daddy new car-
It look so gorgeous !! and when i had my 1st sight on it, i was like OMG !!
Guess the price of this car?????
For me, i will think it is a big amount, it costs almost
Okays, without wasting any time let me intro the inner of the car to you guys.
1)
this is the driver's seat, goddamn nice =) right in the middle of the steering it has the Porsche's logo, and on the left , right hand side of the steering it consists signals , hons there, enough mini and unique =) *thumbs up*
Besides , you got notice there have a screen there, this is the most COOL part!!! you can make call with it !! HAHA, bravo !! *and maybe it still got another functions yet i not yet discovered it * =D
2)
This is the engine part =)3)
Obviously it is more spacious than Harrier.
Btw, the seats that right behind the driver and the front passenger, it has 2 mini tvs 1, but i cant get the picture, so stay tunned yea haha.
Anyhow, i personally love this car lots, although it won't be mine LOL. :|
Descriptions :
* Porsche Cayenne Turbo
* Twin Turbo Engine
* 500 Horses
* Xenon light
* Sunroof
* PCM
* PDCC
* PSM
* Multifunctional steering
* Tip-tronic
* E/leather seats with memory
* Parktronic
* Airmatic suspension
* Panoramic Roof
* 4 units ready stock
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Monday, January 31, 2011
我的眼泪
嗨 我的部落格。今夜的我很不开心。因为什么?因为我和他的关系。
我们好像越来越陌生了。在这几个月, 我们之间发生了很多的事。
那些不是开心的事 而是让我很心痛的事。
我每天晚上都会在房间里偷偷哭泣 而是每次骂完架后。
他好像都变了 我和他的沟通有了代沟。我可以承认我为了我们不断改自己的不好来配合他。
而他呢?他给了我很多空头支票。那些支票就是他给我的承诺,也是因为这些办不到的承诺 让我的心彻底地碎了。
可能他还不懂问题出在哪里 即使我说了很多遍 他还不明,那我还能做什么?
对!我给不到什么你 但是我用我的真心对待我们的感情,这差不多要三年的感情了。
今天问题还是发生了 我从早上等你放工会来到现在十一点多 而你却不知道 那种等待的感觉是多么的寂寞,害怕!我有好多话等你说 我有很多东西想你和我分享 可是你都办不到。
这种等待不是今天的事而已 是我每一天为你做着同样的事 可是你应该感受不到那种感觉。
而让我最伤心的是 我的等待你不珍惜。
再次我的泪因为你而流了。
不懂还能撑到几久 因为我很累了。
再难听的话 刺心的话 我也都能算了 只不过我对你的等待,期盼应经渐渐失去。
我没有和你说这些是因为你永远不可能能体会我的心情 与其两个人不开心 倒不如我自己不开心就好了。
只要你能开心就好 因为这些是我欠你的。
我们好像越来越陌生了。在这几个月, 我们之间发生了很多的事。
那些不是开心的事 而是让我很心痛的事。
我每天晚上都会在房间里偷偷哭泣 而是每次骂完架后。
他好像都变了 我和他的沟通有了代沟。我可以承认我为了我们不断改自己的不好来配合他。
而他呢?他给了我很多空头支票。那些支票就是他给我的承诺,也是因为这些办不到的承诺 让我的心彻底地碎了。
可能他还不懂问题出在哪里 即使我说了很多遍 他还不明,那我还能做什么?
对!我给不到什么你 但是我用我的真心对待我们的感情,这差不多要三年的感情了。
今天问题还是发生了 我从早上等你放工会来到现在十一点多 而你却不知道 那种等待的感觉是多么的寂寞,害怕!我有好多话等你说 我有很多东西想你和我分享 可是你都办不到。
这种等待不是今天的事而已 是我每一天为你做着同样的事 可是你应该感受不到那种感觉。
而让我最伤心的是 我的等待你不珍惜。
再次我的泪因为你而流了。
不懂还能撑到几久 因为我很累了。
再难听的话 刺心的话 我也都能算了 只不过我对你的等待,期盼应经渐渐失去。
我没有和你说这些是因为你永远不可能能体会我的心情 与其两个人不开心 倒不如我自己不开心就好了。
只要你能开心就好 因为这些是我欠你的。
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Craving for such A.W.E.S.O.M.E. cupcakes =D
If you are looking for cupcakes for a fancy occasion like a wedding then these are perfect. The frosting is piped in a simple swirl and then the top is decorated with a scattering of silver balls. The cupcake has then been placed in a Fancy Flour filigree cupcake wrapper to complete the look.
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i L O V E c u p c a k e s M u c H
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
:'(
CNY is coming soon but many things still not yret settle.
Sometimes wonder why my lifr full with ups and down.
Why cnt just be simple?
SIMPLICITY is always the best.
Sometimes wonder why my lifr full with ups and down.
Why cnt just be simple?
SIMPLICITY is always the best.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
tee hee :)
Aww, feel so good in these few days because my results released already.
Whoots!!! I
I was happy till max, i know maybe for others they will feel like nothing but for me, i feel goddamn satisfied as i can continue study due to 1st sem suckkkk results.
My gpa did increase in this sem, but not high la, at least it proved my effort not wasted right, and for sure my cgpa still that low, i need work more harder compare with others,
This time lessons did wake me up inside!!
sorry dad and mum, cause i so late only awake from my mistake, i promised from now on, no more empty promises yea!!
can't wait to meet you during CNY!! already 2 months didn't meet,
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
my long bangs gone :(
Monday, January 3, 2011
=,=
(the pimples on my face are too obvious ady :( )
Hmm, this sem i am having a long long long sem breaks, it almost had 5 weeks holidays, if not mistaken.
In this holidays, i not really enjoy much because i do have lots of things gotta to face. Sigh. How sad?
I had got my C.New Year clothes already, fast? huh? haha.
I bought all my clothes in Teluk Intan, actually the boutiques there are fabulous, there are various styles of shirts, pants, maxi dress sold there. LOL.Of course, i had get myself many shirts and pants =D
Yea i am a shopaholic, i admit.
Some more, my cousin had give me most of her clothes, she is indeed a clothes keeper, why i said so?
Her cupboard got lots of shirths , pants and dress that she bought and
But ended up she gave me all the clothes, haha, i am overwhelmed, as her clothers are quite nice, yea XD
**Results will released soon, all the best to me , god bless :')
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