Monday, January 31, 2011

我的眼泪

嗨 我的部落格。今夜的我很不开心。因为什么?因为我和他的关系。
我们好像越来越陌生了。在这几个月, 我们之间发生了很多的事。
那些不是开心的事 而是让我很心痛的事。
我每天晚上都会在房间里偷偷哭泣 而是每次骂完架后。
他好像都变了 我和他的沟通有了代沟。我可以承认我为了我们不断改自己的不好来配合他。
而他呢?他给了我很多空头支票。那些支票就是他给我的承诺,也是因为这些办不到的承诺 让我的心彻底地碎了。
可能他还不懂问题出在哪里 即使我说了很多遍 他还不明,那我还能做什么?
对!我给不到什么你 但是我用我的真心对待我们的感情,这差不多要三年的感情了。
今天问题还是发生了 我从早上等你放工会来到现在十一点多 而你却不知道 那种等待的感觉是多么的寂寞,害怕!我有好多话等你说 我有很多东西想你和我分享 可是你都办不到。
这种等待不是今天的事而已 是我每一天为你做着同样的事 可是你应该感受不到那种感觉。
而让我最伤心的是 我的等待你不珍惜。
再次我的泪因为你而流了。
不懂还能撑到几久 因为我很累了。
再难听的话 刺心的话 我也都能算了 只不过我对你的等待,期盼应经渐渐失去。
我没有和你说这些是因为你永远不可能能体会我的心情 与其两个人不开心 倒不如我自己不开心就好了。
只要你能开心就好 因为这些是我欠你的。

Craving for such A.W.E.S.O.M.E. cupcakes =D

White Filigree Cupcakes with a touch of silver
 
If you are looking for cupcakes for a fancy occasion like a wedding then these are perfect.  The frosting is piped in a simple swirl and then the top is decorated with a scattering of silver balls.  The cupcake has then been placed in a Fancy Flour filigree cupcake wrapper to complete the look. 
 
Just Cupcakes




Just Cupcakes in Australia has brought us the stunning and simple combination of white with a splash of red.  Using three different styles of red flowers with silver ball centers she has created a perfect selection of wedding cupcakes.
Pink birthday cupcakes
 
These cupcakes are quite simple and beautiful by Wedding Inspirations, they feature vanilla or white cupcakes which are then topped with a pale pink frosting which has been swirled on top.  On this a little white or pale pink circular disc has been placed.  The disc is decorated with dark pink dots, which are thick around the outside and then small around the inner circle.  The effect is simple but stunning.

Pink white and Blue Candy Cane Christmas
 
Bakerella pulls together the beautiful color combination of pink, white and blue with her candy cane christmas trees.  This is such a gorgeous color mix and works perfectly for an alternative to the red and green.  In addition these colors will work well for a wedding, engagement or birthday.
Violet Heart Cupcakes

The Lone Baker provides us this sample of fantastic purple, in her heart cupcake.  Unfortunately her modeling paste heart toppers melted into the mixture, however you could do the same using heart cookies which wouldn’t suffer the same demise in the frosting.  I think however they look fabulous, I love this shade!

 Blue Cupcakes with White Bows

At the Pink Cake Box, they have created the most wonderful color blue for these cupcakes.  The cupcakes appear to be vanilla and then topped with a fluffy mound of frosting and finished off with a little white fondant bow.  These are suggested for a baby shower, but would work equally well for a wedding.




i L O V E c u p c a k e s   M u c H

Sunday, January 30, 2011

:'(

CNY is coming soon but many things still not yret settle.
Sometimes wonder why my lifr full with ups and down.
Why cnt just be simple?

SIMPLICITY is always the best.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

tee hee :)


Aww, feel so good in these few days because my results released already.
Whoots!!! I PASSED all my results, yea, i did it.
I was happy till max, i know maybe for others they will feel like nothing but for me, i feel goddamn satisfied as i can continue study due to 1st sem suckkkk results.
My gpa did increase in this sem, but not high la, at least it proved my effort not wasted right, and for sure my cgpa still that low, i need work more harder compare with others, NO MORE JOKES in my study life already.
This time lessons did wake me up inside!!
sorry dad and mum, cause i so late only awake from my mistake, i promised from now on, no more empty promises yea!!
can't wait to meet you during CNY!! already 2 months didn't meet, IMy

Saturday, January 8, 2011

my long bangs gone :(

i had cut my bangs ydy, is totally ugly, sigh, my hair was in a mess now, feel like shave it to botak, i wish my fringe cut faster grow,  dont let me wait til so long, my honey :(

Monday, January 3, 2011

=,=

 (the pimples on my face are too obvious ady :( )

Oh lala, is been ages i do not updated my blog.
Hmm, this sem i am having a long long long sem breaks, it almost had 5 weeks holidays, if not mistaken.
In this holidays, i not really enjoy much because i do have lots of things gotta to face. Sigh. How sad?
I had got my C.New Year clothes already, fast? huh? haha.
I bought all my clothes in Teluk Intan, actually the boutiques there are fabulous, there are various styles of shirts, pants, maxi dress sold there. LOL.Of course, i had get myself many shirts and pants =D
Yea i am a shopaholic, i admit.
Some more, my cousin had give me most of her clothes, she is indeed a clothes keeper, why i said so?
Her cupboard got lots of shirths , pants and dress that she bought and NEVER wear before, such a waste :(
But ended up she gave me all the clothes, haha, i am overwhelmed, as her clothers are quite nice, yea XD  

**Results will released soon, all the best to me , god bless :')