Just wanna tell readers that this post is FULL OF MY TEARS today, it's because many stuff happened out of sudden, and i was like alone in that kind of situation.
Yea, i admit this degree first sem break, i not really like it.
It is all because of the unknown results.
As i mentioned in the previous post, i did bad, so now, i deserved to be that worry.
I understand , it will be having such feelings.
Everynight, my tears will accompany me slept, not even single day it is not.
What can i do?
I did got many comfort from my friends. I know cry doesn't help anythings, but at least it can let me having an abreaction.
I cannot share my feelings to my mum as i know she cannot accept it and i knew is my fault.
Mum, i really hope god will bless me pass all my subjects. I swear to my words : If i got pass all the subjects in this sem1 of degree, i will work more harder to get more advanced results, i will be back the child that you got to know, since her primary till F3 that she having an excellent results ! I SWEAR !
*sigh*
God, i hope you can really hear my rogation
is for you:
we seems far to far to each other.
i know maybe not your problems , is mine.
i got many things need annoy yet you also.
recall back, we did went through many things:
in our secondary school time :
-- we lepak together
-- we started have feel towards each other during the time i revenged on you because you hurt my friends
--we sama-sama pergi watch your school band competition
--we also took part in star walk and international run together
--you quarrel with your best brother because of me
--you met my mum in shopping mall and you scare like hell
--together work hard for spm
--when i tuition, you come accompany have my meal from you school
--you watched me in my mum's car then only took bus back your house that's freak far
--you saw me PK when we come down from tuition center to buy food
and many more in our form5 school live
as we grow till 19 years old, you went s'ngpore at 2009 , some problems happened :
* we quarreled for N times just because of your jealousy
*we cried when you're the one leaving for work
*we started to understand each other when we know we are life partner for each other
*i started felt we are far yet i still hearts you
*i started feel whether i can lye on you anymore
*i started to be jealous
and lots.
we give many promises, we did betray each other before for once, and we sewar not to repeat that wrong anymore.
Now, when you chat with me, i feel you're not really care me anymore, idk whether is i perasan or what, it makes me annoy.
sighh.
confront? is it still work?
all we will just ends up with nothing.
sighh. i need someone to support me.
RESULTS ! & YOU! drag me to hell.
sighh.
Yea, i admit this degree first sem break, i not really like it.
It is all because of the unknown results.
As i mentioned in the previous post, i did bad, so now, i deserved to be that worry.
I understand , it will be having such feelings.
Everynight, my tears will accompany me slept, not even single day it is not.
What can i do?
I did got many comfort from my friends. I know cry doesn't help anythings, but at least it can let me having an abreaction.
I cannot share my feelings to my mum as i know she cannot accept it and i knew is my fault.
Mum, i really hope god will bless me pass all my subjects. I swear to my words : If i got pass all the subjects in this sem1 of degree, i will work more harder to get more advanced results, i will be back the child that you got to know, since her primary till F3 that she having an excellent results ! I SWEAR !
*sigh*
God, i hope you can really hear my rogation
is for you:
we seems far to far to each other.
i know maybe not your problems , is mine.
i got many things need annoy yet you also.
recall back, we did went through many things:
in our secondary school time :
-- we lepak together
-- we started have feel towards each other during the time i revenged on you because you hurt my friends
--we sama-sama pergi watch your school band competition
--we also took part in star walk and international run together
--you quarrel with your best brother because of me
--you met my mum in shopping mall and you scare like hell
--together work hard for spm
--when i tuition, you come accompany have my meal from you school
--you watched me in my mum's car then only took bus back your house that's freak far
--you saw me PK when we come down from tuition center to buy food
and many more in our form5 school live
as we grow till 19 years old, you went s'ngpore at 2009 , some problems happened :
* we quarreled for N times just because of your jealousy
*we cried when you're the one leaving for work
*we started to understand each other when we know we are life partner for each other
*i started felt we are far yet i still hearts you
*i started feel whether i can lye on you anymore
*i started to be jealous
and lots.
we give many promises, we did betray each other before for once, and we sewar not to repeat that wrong anymore.
Now, when you chat with me, i feel you're not really care me anymore, idk whether is i perasan or what, it makes me annoy.
sighh.
confront? is it still work?
all we will just ends up with nothing.
sighh. i need someone to support me.
RESULTS ! & YOU! drag me to hell.
sighh.
imy
i hope all the feel will be back, and we will still keep holding the promises.
i hope all the feel will be back, and we will still keep holding the promises.
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