time flee fast.

Today i had used whole day to flip through my notes rather than really go and memo it.

i really got concentrate gah, but it seems ....
I cant really remember it.
lalala.
No matter how, i'll try my best memo all.

Yea, step forward.

end with *rainbow*
haha, saw it whn i going out for dinner, u can see it?
=]

bored, new sem,

This is my new sem, hmm, this sem i am quite free due to some reasons.
mid-term test coming soon.
i cn't be playful anymore.

move ! move! move! step forwards~~

i am out of my mindss

Just wanna tell readers that this post is FULL OF MY TEARS today, it's because many stuff happened out of sudden, and i was like alone in that kind of situation.

Yea, i admit this degree first sem break, i not really like it.
It is all because of the unknown results.
As i mentioned in the previous post, i did bad, so now, i deserved to be that worry.
I understand , it will be having such feelings.
Everynight, my tears will accompany me slept, not even single day it is not.
What can i do?
I did got many comfort from my friends. I know cry doesn't help anythings, but at least it can let me having an abreaction.
I cannot share my feelings to my mum as i know she cannot accept it and i knew is my fault.
Mum, i really hope god will bless me pass all my subjects. I swear to my words : If i got pass all the subjects in this sem1 of degree, i will work more harder to get more advanced results, i will be back the child that you got to know, since her primary till F3 that she having an excellent results ! I SWEAR !
*sigh*
God, i hope you can really hear my rogation


is for you:
we seems far to far to each other.
i know maybe not your problems , is mine.
i got many things need annoy yet you also.
recall back, we did went through many things:
in our secondary school time :
-- we lepak together
-- we started have feel towards each other during the time i revenged on you because you hurt my friends
--we sama-sama pergi watch your school band competition
--we also took part in star walk and international run together
--you quarrel with your best brother because of me
--you met my mum in shopping mall and you scare like hell
--together work hard for spm
--when i tuition, you come accompany have my meal from you school
--you watched me in my mum's car then only took bus back your house that's freak far
--you saw me PK when we come down from tuition center to buy food
and many more in our form5 school live

as we grow till 19 years old, you went s'ngpore at 2009 , some problems happened :
* we quarreled for N times just because of your jealousy
*we cried when you're the one leaving for work
*we started to understand each other when we know we are life partner for each other
*i started felt we are far yet i still hearts you
*i started feel whether i can lye on you anymore
*i started to be jealous
and lots.

we give many promises, we did betray each other before for once, and we sewar not to repeat that wrong anymore.
Now, when you chat with me, i feel you're not really care me anymore, idk whether is i perasan or what, it makes me annoy.
sighh.

confront? is it still work?
all we will just ends up with nothing.

sighh. i need someone to support me.
RESULTS ! & YOU! drag me to hell.
sighh.

imy
i hope all the feel will be back, and we will still keep holding the promises.

r a n d o m -

just saw my friend uploaded the pictures that we went genting, i found out got 2 pictures are my love one, though imma ugly inside

my love (1)

my love (2)

*with joy*
30 sept-1 oct

this girl lightened my mood today

Hmm, random picture.
I went outing with my lovely sister, YuenHua .
She is a freak pretty, sweet, polite girl.
I like my this sister freak much.
She knows i am worrying my results much, so she tried hard make me forgot about it.
Thanks you sayang.
But no matter how, it still rewinding in my mind, i couldn't don't give a damn on it, i really did suck in this Year1Sem1 exam !!
*full of much regretted*
Today, i went sing K with my sister, awww. her sounds was so damn sweet. wished to have outing with her again ! seriously.

*thanks once again to you, my sister, you make me felt happy today, and thanks your wish, i will pass all the subjects, pray hard together for me *

My great sister - with lovesss

='(

Bla bla bla, anyhow i already rebonded my hair ~
1 words -> UNSATISFIED !! seriously.
It made my face looked freaking big and round, some more, my hair looked damn flat , i more preferred my previous punya hair, though is thick !!
Argh !!
What to do?
Can't do anything right , just can wait it to turn long.
But need to wait how long, yet i still considering should i go and have a cut on my fringe, because it's very long some more when i clipped it, i seemed a WEIRDO !!
F*** ANNOYING ='(
Sigh, but just can accept the fact lo.

头发啊头发，你听话啦快点长吧 =/

awww

Having genting trip and KL trip for 3/4 days like that. hmm
This trip made me exhausted much cause don't really slept much, is freak tired for me.
I had spent almost 400plus ONLY. less right?
Because mum controlling me bought much things.
=( I just bought 1pants, 1 skirt, 4 shirts, 1 bag only. * hou little stuff jek lo, seong sum.
But all the shirts i bought is freak cheap, because my cousin worked in sg. wang, so can get discount, hees. And yet, this is the first time i bought a long skirt that quite hitz now, LOLs, cant believe i will wear dress too.
Hmm, nothing much to write, because this 3 days just keep shopping, anyway, thanks for my cousins for recommended me which shirts are nice to mbe bought =)

Will going on coming DEC, i swear i want get more stuff back =)

* not much picss to upload because all the picss still with my friends *

--sungei. wang @ cousin's shop --

--genting --